the february issue ・ 6

Me quiet here
You self destructive there

I am leaving
You are teary eyed

I am staying
Get some food

Eat the stars
Eat our scars

Scabs on the road
Scabs on the pavement

I smoke
You talk

We divide
Into nothingness
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the february issue ・ 5

How did this happen ?

And why ?

When your body gets cold

And your brain is still working

On that one question

You see

Coldness is Absence 

Warmth is Presence

When your body gets warm
As you lie awake at night

And your heart is trying to solve that one equation

1 + 1 = 2

You begin to see

Two hearts, two fists, three chains

Two hearts, two hands, in vain

Two hearts, two gardens, one fence

Two hearts, two lovers, no chance

Your heart says no

Your mind says go

Your father says come

Your love gets numb

Our lungs get cold

My limbs feel old

I pass the time

Committing small crimes

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the february issue ・ 4

all you say is ' stay '
but don ' t you see that
the longer I stay
the more I go
the further
I float
away
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the february issue ・ 3

Spider webs like satin threads
Glimmer in the sun

Spider webs surround me
And I run

Tearing off the little threats
Leaving nothing but regrets
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the february issue ・ 2

Horses racing through my mind like Thoughts.

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the february issue ・ 1

you want a hug

i give you nothing

darkness resting on my shoulders

the weight of it ?

unbearable i say

understandable you say

'then i go?'

and you stay
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lately i've been losing sleep ・ the february issue

lately, i found new comfort in using the note app on my iPod.

whilst lying awake and getting absorbed by the darkness of your room cryptic messages sunk through...

although they didn't translate into a visual form as so many times before, they remained as simple as they came : as words or sentences, little poems or just 'notes' if you will

weird

the february issue

a collection of words, by dan, by me

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